often occurrence

"It's alright. He's prepared me. I'm good with this," I tell her and am surprised at how I believe it.
She nods. I schedule walks with people. She runs outside to wave goodbye because she's not used to me not coming to see her, but I was too busy being an asshole a jerk. It's an often occurrence.

Today I am grateful to forgive and be forgiven, to walk and swim, to have a nice meal.