but so it's kind of amazing out here

Is relentless kindness too much? Can you hug too hard, too long?

"I'm just trying to help you," he says. "You need to understand social cues."

He's right. I suck at this.

But, I know I shouldn't say but. I should just shut up.

but
it's my job to meet people and be curious and ask questions and it makes me suck as a human
but
also, it's felt like Christmas lately.


So, I'm just grateful they still let me do what I love.