It's raining the morning she leaves. She stayed long enough to watch me use wine to lower my blood pressure. Yes, I know it only increases it but I thought I needed to numb out because anger can be so intense. And I was so mad because I felt like I did good enough to deserve more time with her.
Though I didn't necessarily phrase the question to him that way.
Today I am grateful for a late lunch, long talks on the porch, the sound of rain on the roof, an example of who to be and another chance to show him how much I think of him.
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