Battles are exhausting especially when you are the enemy and not the enemy but just that you are battling yourself means you already lost or won or it matters less now. Less now that the car is fixed and the house is ready and work was done and water drank and carrots, carrots for lunch today. And guitar practice. Yes but definitely not the best one.
You are not the worse thing that ever lived. There are things you did to move forward, though you could have had more energy. Sleep well, friend/foe/the head on the pillow.
Today I am grateful for an evening rain, for a talk with my Mom and plans to see two of my favorite people.